DustBunnieHailey

So one thing is that i am so tired of all the crap that keeps happening in drama club! I mean seriously! People need to grow up! Defriending a person(s) isn’t going to solve the problem! Actually it made me laugh! I find it funny! Right you sure showed me!

Pfft! *rolls eyes*

I can’t understand how people can be so immature about things, maybe i grew up to fast? I had to start taking care of myself in the 6th grade, my life hasn’t been easy, i’ve gone from living with other people to living in a house we own. 

I’ve gone through serve bullying and depression from it. My depression started 3rd grade and really took off in a downwards spiral during the 5th grade. 5th graders shouldn’t be depressed. My depression has come a long way since then and i am still a mess but am a lot better now.

Anyways, i think people need to get that talking crap about others always gets back to the other party. Then you get a hate war on your hands, and then that sh*t talker starts talking about others and then end up having no one trusting them anymore.

Do those people even consider that this will happen? Do you ever think of the consequences of what you do and say? I mean, you do such horrible things to people, you hurt them make them want to quiet at something or worse, quiet at life. They cause people to actually think about taking their own lives when the sh*t talker can’t even keep their own lives together!

Tell me, who deserves that life more, the sh*t talker who ruins other’s lives or the victim who wonders why they should keep on living when it seems that everybody hates them or a person makes life unbearable for them to keep going! 

Who deserves it more?

Who has the right to make people wish to take their own lives?

I know in America we are big on our freedoms, especially the freedom of speech, but when what you say truly hurts another person where do you stop?

Where is the line?

When have they crossed it?

Why won’t they stop?

I wish i knew…. 

I can’t comprehend why nobody ever comes up to me to solve a problem, only one person really ever did am I’m not friend’s with them anymore. So how do you figure that all the people I’m suppose to trust seem to be going behind my back and doing things without trying to resolve anything before hand. That ends up pissing me off and then I don’t want to speak to them nor do I trust them anymore. And hell I wanna be able to trust people again sometime in the near future, but man it seriously feels like all anyone does to me is lie and hurt me. I don’t even think my current personal problems have been taken into account for anything, shit fucking happened that I had no control over and I have no let myself grieve yet, I refuse to. I feel like I state they way I like all issues concerning me handled, I you have a problem or I’m not doing something right than fucking come up to me and tell me to my face, I can’t grantee that I won’t be mad or even a bit angry, but hey that’s life an I’m only human. Don’t pull some bullshit on me like u didn’t want to offend me or some lame ass shit like that! You fucking offend me and piss me off when you don’t bothering solving a problem with me first to my face! Don’t try and talk to me over the Internet or through text or calling, I don’t do that, I handle everything face to face. I’m not a shit starter, it takes a lot for someone to force me to take action. I have to be really fed up with everything that has been going on revolving around that person. And I have always had the decency to go up to someone and tell them what I need to tell them to their face. Sure Terence have been times where I am afraid of how someone will respond, but hell I messages them through facebook telling them I was sorry and then ended up talking it out later, they never replied to the message they just read it and accepted it. But I still talked it out face to face in the end. And if someone doesn’t have enough respect for you to come up to you face to face to tell you something then they don’t deserve our time.

My emotions are mearly masks i wear for the benefit of others.

xxinnocentcrisisxx asked: Hola

Como estas!!!!

I have decided that life really sucks…

i have complete and utter legit reasons for this!

it has spawned from a convo from myself and my friend. 

Life just sucks…

and more so when you are a teen! 

~DBH~

So, first off lizard rats are awesome…well except what they do…

They are the Flying Flaming Lizard Rats, that can’t fly, and are only on fire on tuesdays, they are invisible, eat money and cats.

It’s Drama club…you would have to be in it to understand, but the lizard rats live under our stage! 

Anyways the reason i think they have invaded my room is because i seem to be broke and stay broke! T^T No matter what i seem to not be able to gain any money into my bank account! And i need money for Kintoki Con!!! TT^TT I’m so sad!!! 

Well wish me luck with my lizard rat problem….hopefully my cat eats them…or chases them away…she’s big, mean and fluffy! plus i think she wants to eat my chihuahua some days…..

<3

~DBH~